what have I done

oh my .. I dunno who am I now....

juz few days before... I heard a news that my parents going to lend my car to her friend.. but to me you all didn't inform me or do any discussion with me ... Is this what u all buy a car for ... I am so pissed off ... this is my only 1 week holiday for the next 4 months ... first of all, I am not saying that I dun wanna lend the car, juz that this is a wrong time to lend it ... futhermore, I have my own plan for this so far"long" holiday .. but it end up u all put my name on the list of the camp .. I know u all must be said this is good for u .. but at least u have to ask MEEEEEE !!!!! gosh , am I transparent !!! really make me crazy ....

Thats why I am so regret to come back ...... I should stay there at least I will be able to cool asap ... I am so scare that any word or phase relate to this topic will freak me out ... really .. hope that no one will talk to me !!! at least for a week....

whats that ..o.O ??!!

omg , last week I found out that my legs is bitten by some kinds of bugs .. as we know that In my UNI , they r many diff kind of bugs .. grrrr.........

I din saw it unitil last week ... it's horrible !!!!!

UNi life -

after the secondary school, many ppl feel that owsh... relieve... first of all i feel that too

but now i dont

i feel that uni life is sooo sucks ...

situation here is boring boring boring ...

no fun at all ... I'm stuck in another world .. in this uni , they juz focus on study study study no other activities ..WTH !!!!

students here compete with each other juz to get a seat in degree.. wosh ... friends here= enemy

do u think u can hv fun here ??

I admire my frens college .. they have lots of fun ... Uni here is like a prison I can say that ...

u have to follow the timetable .. PACKED !! besides, this uni is located out-town ... and me no TRANSPORTATION only can stuck here ..... omg ... i'm going to crazy !!!!

I really hate this kind of life ... :(

想~~~

我看着韩国的消息，不知不觉，觉得自己老了，有很多东西想做。虽然，我现在才18，但我感到好像我的人生还没达到我理想的生活。我要做的事情太多了，我后悔，我那么迟才发觉真正想要的是什么。我是真正喜欢跳舞，爱上了。无法不看一眼，只要音乐一波，身体也跟着律动，我想学回跳舞哦！！！！ 可是，我还有这个时间吗？？？苦恼！！！！
我也想要学韩文，我的梦想是独自旅行，到韩国。可以看、读、写韩文，不需要靠团，让那里的人，觉得我是个韩国人！！！ 哈哈。。能吗？我有时间吗？很可笑吧。有时间吗？？？ =（

COMING!!!

next week , ---QUIZ Week

although is juz a quiz but i'm feel very very scare .. besides, there is still improntu speech going on !!!

I juz realize that my desk become messy and books is getting more More MORE ... no place to arrange them d .. haiz .. next year April 2010... how am i going to pack this !!!

I have to persistence ...!!!!!

this week , our "precious" maths teacher , gives us a surpise .. BIG Big surprise ...

do u see this .. today add more !!!! ish .. so many assignments and homework .. hate that !!!!!

days ...

whao .. it's been a long long time I din post up anything ..

hey comes the mood .. wakaka

ok , 15 of july , new chapter of my life ... ----AIMST ...first of all , I dun like here cause ..

I feel boring , so ' ULU' , and another reason .. she is here .. but i have no choice i hv to come ...

first day , I met my first roommates - Naomi .. ok she is nice ... later , the 2nd roommates --- Qian Ming .. she is funny .. stay wif u wont be bored ... hahah .... last , our pretty Tyzz mey .. since she is drived home with our classmates..wow.. rumours every whr .. she is nice too .. sometimes emo ..kaka ...

first week , everyone juz so excited to go to lecture ..BUT

now everyone is getting lazy , feeling sleepy in the class

hahaha...

Quiz juz around the coner... I wonder how the lectureres going to KO us ... haha... be prepared !! July batch ...

although, they sleep in the class ,their mind is running .... some lecturer esp-Mr.Khor , our maths lecture keep on saying that we r the best batch among the 3 batches... FuNNy-but may b that is the truth ..our batch includes JPA schollar.. so i think not bad .. and because of this i'm worried !!

I'm not as good as them .. they can easily understand what lecture is going on .. but i'm not .. i hv to be awake all the time , revision , do twice work .. I feel STRESS !!!

I really hate this kind of feelings... I like to study in a relax and have instead of tense!!! i din feel like this is a way of study ... i have No choice .... here doesn't look like uni life at all .. it's like a dangerous place to me ... all frens and classmates are competators... lost 1 step , FINISH all ..

Changed

wow.. it's been 2 months ..
times really flies...I remembered b4 i go to NS .. the sturggle, hates running and keep on pop out on my mind ..
when i reached my camp , things started to change ...I become more sporting and confidence..
making frenz...
I was shock when i dare to overcome my own fear - Height
although my feet was shaking , i able to complete the task .. that's amazing

now i started know why God put me in this program .. it helps me grow and opens my mind
I can say it I like this program .. feel like going to stay there forever :'p
teachers in the camp are more friendly than i thought.. the kapten of the camp is so young ,juz 28 yrs old .. and looking good also haha..

anyway i recomend all my fren ... go to NS .. have a try.. u will like it thr ...