Tuesday, March 29, 2011

手放开的那一刻
头转开的瞬间
耳朵不再听到你的声音
鼻子不再闻到你的气息
脑海再也不会出现你的画面
只能把所有一切埋在心里深处

刚好在街上遇见
也只能装成陌生人
过去的一切不再有任何的意义
只是一段美好的回忆

整理一遍
又一遍
画面不断浮现
想忘记一切
原来换来想念

Thursday, March 24, 2011

it's time to go home !!!

最近比较忙、很忙、非常忙!!!
这个星期是有始以来最忙的一次!!
mon
1。exam
2. passing up reports
3. taking biochem results
4. MQA interview ... (but in the end cancelled) haha
Tues
1. revision for biocom
2.class from 8am to 12am later on continue with 2pm to 5 pm
Wed
1. whole day class (8-12) and (2-5)
2.biocom exam
3. reports (microbio)
Thurs
1. passing up reports
2.attend dean list award ( but in the end i skipped)
Fri
1. suppose having a malaysian studies exam ( but postpone)
haha...
this is how I m going through the whole week

the best thing is Im finally going home !! yippy !!
miss mao mao soo much
and I bring 12 of my "children" back with me hahaha
its gonna be fun !!!!

cant wait to go back ... hmmm... haha ..

Thursday, March 17, 2011

half way..3 papers to go ....

终于可以松一口气
今天考完最没把握的科目- Immunology
会搞成这样也是自找的
我忘了
安排好时间
昨天复习时好像没么印象
就开始紧张了...
不过,考得还好
过得去...
放心了点
就开始给自己放假咯... hahaha
还有三张卷子..
加油... 过了下个星期,
就可以回家了...
太久没回家... ><.... 想念

晚餐后又和媚去走一走
当然我开始拍照了hehe
今天拍得不是很满意
可能角度还抓不好



a journey back to ...


Tuesday, March 15, 2011

A Letter from GOD to You

down down down
when I saw this ... a warm to my heart ...


A Letter from GOD to You

My Child…

You may not know me, but I know everything about you…Psalm 139:1      I know when you sit down and when you rise up…Psalm 139:2 I am familiar with all your ways…Psalm 139:3    Even the very hairs on your head are numbered…Matthew 10:39:31    For you were made in my image…Genesis 1:27    In me you live and move and have your being…Acts 17:28 For you are
my offspring…Acts 17:28 
  I knew you even before you were
 conceived…Jeremiah 1:4-5
  I chose you when I planned creation…Ephesians 1:11-12 
 You were not a mistake…Psalm 139:15-16  
 For all your days are written in my book…Psalm 139:15-16
 I determined the exact time of your
birth and where you would live…Acts 17:28   
You are fearfully and wonderfully made…Psalm 139:14
 I knit you together in your mother’s womb…Psalm 139:13     
And brought you forth on the day you were born…Psalm 71:6 
   I have been misrepresented by
 those who don’t know me…John 8:41-44  
I am not distant and angry, but am
 the complete expression of love…1 John 4:16
 And it is my desire to lavish my love
on you… 1 John 3:1   Simply because you
 are my child and I am your Father …1 John 3:1
 I offer you more than your earthly father
 ever could…Matthew 7:11 For I am the perfect
 Father…Matthew 5:48 Every good gift that
 you receive comes from my hand…James 1:17
For I am your provider and I meet
all your needs…Matthew 8:31-33 
My plan for your future has always been
filled with hope…Jeremiah 29:11Because I love you with
 an everlasting love…Jeremiah 31:3 My thoughts
 toward you are countless as the sand
on the seashore…Psalm 139:17-18
And I rejoice over you with singing…Zephaniah 3:17
I will never stop doing good to you…Jeremiah 32:40
 For you are my treasured possession…Exodus 19:5
I desire to establish you with all
my heart and all my soul….Jeremiah 32:41
And I want to show you great and
marvelous things…Jeremiah 33:3 If you
seek me with your heart, you will find me…Deuteronomy 4:29
 Delight in me and I will give you
 the desires of your heart…Psalm 37:4
 For it is I who gave you those desires…Philippians 2:13
I am able to do more for you than you
 could possibly imagine…Ephesians 3:20
For I am your greatest encourager… 2 Thessalonians 2: 16-17
 I am also the Father who comforts
 you in all your troubles…2 Corinthians 1:3-4
When you are brokenhearted, I am
close to you…Psalm 34:18 As a shepherd
 carries a lamb, I have carried you
close to my heart…Isaiah 40:11
 One day I will wipe away every tear
 from your eyes…Revelation 21:3-4
And I’ll take away all the pain you
 have suffered on this earth…Revelation 21:4
I am your Father and I love you even as I
 love my son, Jesus…John 17:23 For in
Jesus my love for you is revealed…John 17:26
He is the exact representation of my being…Hebrews 1:3
And He came to demonstrate that
I am for you, not against you…Romans 8:31
And to tell that I am not counting
 your sins…2 Corinthians 5:18-19 J
esus died so that you and I
 could be reconciled…        2 Corinthians 5:18-19
His death was the ultimate
expression of my love for you…1 John 4:10
 I gave up everything I loved that
 I might gain your love…Romans 8:32
 If you receive the gift of my son
 Jesus, you receive me…1 John 2:23
And nothing will ever separate you
 from my love again…Romans 8:38-39
Come home and I’ll throw the
biggest party heaven has ever seen..Luke 15:7
 I have always been Father and will
 always be Father…Ephesians 3:14-15
 My question is…Will you be my child?...John 1:12-13
I am waiting for you…Luke 15:11-32

…Love, Your Dad
Almighty GOD

WWWM ...

hmm..
what am I doing now ><
I am suppose studying my immunology NOW!
but after that situation
I really cant focus on it ..
although my heart is jumping up and down
worrying for the coming exam but
I really dont hv to mood ..

I try I try
I tell myself ..
dont be like that
dont think too much
dont be sensitive
it's seem like a part of me

once one of my friend told me
being emo is the act of childishness ...
I think that might be true...
I try to handle myself ..
what I could say is HARD !!

I realize ...
the friend I can talk to
is getting lesser and lesser
I seems like moving backwards again
which I dun wan to
word in my heart is putting on weight
it is getting heavier
heavier
heavier
to step out a step I need more courage than others

WHATS WRONG WITH ME ....
and I know the answers well in my heart ...

人心

所谓日久见人心
这句话很真
有一天,我看到一篇文章
这样说
想当好朋友,就不能太close
当下无法完全明白
现在好像有点头绪

人心真难揣测
当你第一眼看到时
和真正认识后
你会明白什么是
虚伪、做作....

当然有时好心
也因为久了、累了
也变无心

努力想找出优点
不想看缺点
真的有点难
不是那么容易做到
向忽视、当作不存在
却越来越看到
越是看不顺眼
越容易放大
原来
要潇洒
不是那么简单

没有人是完美
性格、行为
是互相互补
重叠
最明智的选择
也只能分开

人心托侧
要相信一个人
真的
很难~~

Saturday, March 12, 2011

2011.03.12

我的假期就快完了
代表我的考试要开始了
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假期
边读书
做自己喜欢的事
感觉不错
慢慢的、轻松
比起忙碌的上课
我喜欢这样的生活

真的希望快点考完
我好久没回家了
开始明白那些朋友没得回家的感受
哈哈

我多了个爱好
那就是拍照
哈哈...
真的好玩
看着自己拍出来的照片
很有成就感
但我也是刚起步
还需要慢慢学习
希望能拍出更美丽的照片

傍晚
哈哈... 


这三张照片刚好拍的
虽然效果没那么好
希望还有进步的空间


Sunday, March 6, 2011

2011.03.06

it's been five days since the last post..
hmm.. 
what can I said ??o.O
I just pass my day day by day~~ 
study for exam ...
attending class~~ 
Let me see what else O.O 
OBVIOUSLY 
none....
sounds quite boring 
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yesterday decided to go out 
have some fresh air ...
stuck in the wood for sometime 
the mole is growing in us ...
I went for a movie with my roommates 
of course we watched - I am number four
ahaha...(lastest movie in a small town)
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when we are back, what we can feel is tiredness haha
but I am so excited 
and I myself dunno y 
this naughty little girl 
starts to messing around (hiek Hiek)
I do many crazy stuff 
makes them laugh 
feel so good 
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recently i woke up early 
Im wondering why 
is because of the weather ?? 
OH MY ... 
haha ( I wish to slp more) (^00^) 
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We are going to busy for a month 
no updates for our group 
and no activities at all 
hmm...
exam season ~~ \(╯-╰)/
hope everyone of us able to score well .... 
dun give up ~~ 
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my parents will be off to singapore and  thailand
wow ~ 
I wish I could follow them !!!!! (≧3≦)
because of this  I will stuck in wood for 5 to 6 weeks 
oh my ~~ I miss my home and my dog !!!! 
and my hometome's food .... ><
haha... 
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